this is what it had to be, no other way than the way it was
he interrupted everyone all the time, just to blurt out the one thought inspired from what he had just heard, it’s just a story put into a situation
it was told he was the man that didn’t care, but all his resolve and the heart he wore on his shoulder showed his doubters his hate was his love,
to be known and to be remembered
to forget and not to remember,
being here has been so long,
the time has been passing me, never can you fall
and in the beginning the stature was tall but now it’s nothing at all,
the approach was much different but the landing was three points steady
remember to forget
when the idea escaped me, when time moved faster it was easier and now its slower
your wrong, that’s not the way it is- that’s backwards
control the effect not the cause and the result is mirrored,
There is a time when you don’t know what it is.
It’s all the times-
when caring for too many,
has destroyed you and left you alone.
There’s a time when your mistakes are just mistakes.
Even when we never want to die, death has come to us in many ways.
Love is, a rather unusual feeling, to express in a time when you haven’t a clue what it is.
It’s the first time… your kiss- tells the story for a memory’s lifetime never to be compared to the last-
as if, our hearts are sometimes big enough to over love.
Youth is the only criminal in breaking hearts,
because of all sins-
making someone heartbroken is a burden to carry.
Ring it up- on the phone with you
can’t act different
your sometimes foolish,
are you not,
when assumptions are made and
as if there’s no use
re view being made, your
and always failing, so-
act, a fool
There is a story,
about a boy who once learned, to love his enemies -in order to defeat them.
It wasn’t after he realized his own hate
its need- to be transformed into love
that -he would conquer his enemy.
it’s taken too long to leave the subtropics
my skin yearns to feel the cool chill of the evening night
my blood’s warm with your withdrawal
all the circumstances tell me you’ve forgotten who we used to be
we fought them-
all internal conflicts and
struggles for power, make me wish you were here-
year after year- it’s becoming more futile to struggle
one day my promise will be kept-
for you, for justice, for what’s in my words are more than
voice trembles with soul
lust, anger and passion drive me insane,
Alaska your so far
my every step forward distracts our reunion
is it too late to be on time-
he was addicted beyond hitting rock bottom,
responsible addicts plan for the circumstances
the apathy is alienated amongst all chains of denial
as addicts do they reason and turn fate into faith
when he knew it was too much, he traded his addiction
all else failed except for obsession
confessing his withdrawals, the only thing he had, left him-
self destruction comes quick and -contrary to a steady pyramid
even the best can become opposite to themselves
i hear the silent language better than i speak it-
Love was the only thing I could make,
This statement is false.
my beauty was in how well I cared,
I thought that-
I could create something beautiful,
I thought that-
all the hatred was,
only a defining characteristic-
of how good,
my beautiful could be-
when one man, for
whatever reason, has
the opportunity to lead
an extraordinary life,
he has no right to
keep it to himself.
Oh! that the desert were my dwelling -place,
With one fair spirit for my minister,
That I might all forget the human race,
And, hating no one, love but only her!
she wrote- inside my book of sketches-
There’s a letter on the desktop. I dug it out of a drawer. The last truce we ever came to in an adolescent war. And I start to feel the fever of the warm air in between. It comes regular like seasons shadowing my dream. And there’s not enough room in this world for my pain- signals cross and love gets lost and time passed makes it plain. Of all my demon spirits I need you the most. I’m in love with your ghost. I burn your presence and you know how I feel. To be awakened like Achilles w/you always at my heels. I’ve never been this shallow, so shallow I can’t touch- the waves are strong the wind is fine but the river is to deep. I am baptized by your touch I am no worse than most-
I’m in love with your ghost.
my love was
its venom coursed
through veins of self hate,
my drug was love
loved my drugs,
it consumed as much as it did good,
little by little,
stakes are doubled
there is- only one way out
reason your addiction
the end is but a matter of time,
things will happen
hate will happen
too quick and too slow-
once upon a time,
love betrayed its addiction to hate.
, and this tells us something that most people know from their own experiences: at the height of any passion worthy of the name there is always a istaking of the lover for an other.