time and time again

with just a look we were,

alone and free to be the one thing that was meant and the other-

she told me to do so much

told me it was the end of the line, and since there was nothing to lose,

she told me to be her surrogate-

it makes me mad , it makes me laugh

my position was my role, and to exceed my necessity would be presumptuous

delusions of purging the sense of self preservation

can it be made aware that the far reaches are part of the equation.

She said hold me when she was cold, and when we walked in she held out her arm to simulate our copulation.