July 2011
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dividing my patience
-with blind eyes and deaf ears my only insurance is love, and my patience is considerable,
-only to better myself to the expectaions of others.
-im losing my momentum and i found my trump card,
-it’s like a blind man looking for black cat in a dark room,
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-your so far away
It was a time that can not be taken back a time that stands still in our lives the time when we were together is the time that we loved one another. I am filled with inspiration from the rancor of emotions you leave me feeling. There is no other ecstasy than the thought of your being. If one could be hurt from your memory it is only the loss of the greatest feeling one can have for someone, that...
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Living
and, the greatest rush is towards death-
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wednesday
and I have trouble believing my self,
I feel my body weakening, and I keep moving forward, there’s no turning back now,
its failing me, it’s getting me weaker and I can tell whats going on,
no complaining now, just keep pushing forward, straight to that wall,
it’ll be great… to stop and just be-
hit that wall
maybe break it maybe go through and not stop-
that’s...
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CHERRY PLUM
Prunus cerasifera
helps you act rationally and
think clearly with a calm and
balanced mind when you fear
losing control
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delivery problems
When dealing-
with your own life, the common factor is always going to be your self.
She was my enemy for so long,
or just not a friend.
It was my inability to have a better delivery that drove us apart,
or rather not together.
eating me away with each bite, she recycled my words and reused my energy.
Ours, was, a relationship of work, and it wasn’t working out.
To be honest- hurts...
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Relaunch
sometimes the best thing about getting burned is never letting it happen again- amongst turmoil one always feels engulfed within its waves cresting upon us- and the rapid recycled energy has a way of…
being repetitive, but in the end an intrigue for the new and the unknown is the catalyst for diminishing a bad memory
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All the past has allowed me to be free to act without restraints-
– LL.
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reboot
Its all been done already-
I can only misshape or reshape the already there.
Its a long sad story,
Things aren’t the same anymore-
they are
or they are different
but not the same-
and when different
just the same-
but changed from the same
so still
just a little the same derivative.
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HORNBEAM
Capinus betulus
Restores energy when you are mentally weary, procrastinate and doubt your ability to face the task ahead
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muse me-
My last poem is a dream machine,
I can’t contain the details of its mechanics,
I can’t hold its thoughts too long in my head,
The dream can be lost and the dream can be rethought,
re done and over turned the imagination is a terrible thing to hunger for,
its the dream machine and I make no sense,
I can’t write but I can speak the words in my head,
the dream machine can...
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Channel-us Analogous
“when it rains it pours,”
sometimes it rains hard or just steady-
They say we needed it and its been dry.
-but irregardless.
So it rains and when it comes down you just want to keep dry and not get wet-
gutter works,
gutters keep your foundation from eroding, it allows water to irrigate, properly away from your home.
At times, the debris in your gutters- might prevent proper function.
The...
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words
just wanted to hear your voice if at the least through words-
LL.
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i can still smell your presence
a bit of
fragrance
always clings
to the
hand
that gives
you roses
chinese proverb
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the bad good side
Words of encouragement,
it was of the times, not-so bad and not-so good-
Not so, kinda half way to being not, but optimisticly perceived so much better.
Kinda the type of situation that you think you already know,
the not-so good, the not-so bad, as well-
Beauty, Ugliness, just the perspective of their not-so being,
Things have only made themselves
the world was showing me who I was,
The...
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I tend not to talk about the beautiful, it does so itself.
– LL.
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-it is absurd to think that- a person can be so compelled with their...
– LL.
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Fourth dimensional observations, forms an...
views
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-life should be, an everday class.
– LL.
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-perfection is static, the ultimate end.
– Claremont-1988
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AVANT- POP:
fiction for a daydream nation
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HOLLY
Encourages a more generous
nature when you feel jealous,
envious, vengeful or
suspicious
Ilex aquifolium
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I keep six honest serving-men (they taught me all I knew); Their names are What...
– Kipling 1865-1936
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A way of putting it—-not very satisfactory:
A periphrastic study in a...
– Eliot 1888-1965
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Walnut
-juglans regia
Allows you to make or adapt to major life changes and to fulfill your ambitions free from the influence of others